Volume
16:
Reuniting,
with love
Hiroshi yawned and rolled out of bed. Surprisingly, his mother did
not have to come and practically set off a nuclear war in order for him
to just blink open an eye on this morning. Not bothering to put on
his glasses, he bumped his shin on something (he couldn’t tell what it
was) and cursed at it and then hobbled out of his natural habitat in search
of food. His mother met him as he wandered into the kitchen.
“Good morning, honey! What a surprise to see you up already!” she
sang out, tying an apron around her waist.
“Ug,” Hiroshi groaned, scooting toward the refrigerator. He bumped
into the oven, causing a pot to fall to the floor with an echoing clang.
“Oh dear!” his mother rushed to pick it up and then looked to her son with
dismay as he squinted his eyes, trying to make out her face from a vast
field of fuzz and distortion. “Hiroshi, where are your glasses?”
He scowled, “I don’t need those things around my own house! I know
perfectly well where everything is!” he flung his head around and took
a step to quite forcefully hit it on an open cupboard door. His mother
just waited for him to wise up. “Fine!” he said dejectedly, rubbing
his head. He went back to get his glasses (nearly knocking over a
vase as he did so) and returned to the kitchen. He sat at the table
just beside the kitchen and laid his head down. For some reason he
had gotten up rather easily, but he was not at all a morning person.
“Good morning!” Mr. Shiozawa said with glee, kissing Mrs. Shiozawa.
“Good morning, dear. Would you like eggs and bacon?”
“Oh sure! How about you, Hiroshi?” all that emanated from him was
another groan. “… I think we can take that as a yes.”
Mrs. Shiozawa laughed and started to make breakfast. She set a plate
in front of Hiroshi and handed one to her husband. Before she knew
it, both plates were empty! Hiroshi asked for seconds, but Mr. Shiozawa
wanted an early start off to work. “Thanks honey, well guess I’ll
be going now!” he said as he straightened his tie and pecked another quick
kiss on her cheek.
“Wait a minute, would you go check on Satoru… please?” she asked quietly.
He stopped and looked back at her. Hearing Satoru’s name perked up
Hiroshi. He leaned his chair back to peek into the kitchen, but his
parents didn’t seem to notice, which was good because they would have yelled
at him for leaning back in his chair.
“Sure,” he finally answered, giving her a sentimental smile, which she
returned. He set his briefcase on the floor and slowly walked up
to Satoru’s room. Hiroshi watched him the whole time and wondered
what had been going on with him.
Satoru was sleeping peacefully with his new teddy bear wrapped in his arms.
He was having strange dreams about Taka and Tenko, though it was like they
had switched bodies to become someone else. Yeah, I said they were
strange.
His father set an ear to his bedroom door and heard nothing. He quietly
knocked three times, “Satoru?”
His eyes fluttered open. He looked to his clock and noticed that
it was later than he usually woke up.
“Satoru?” he asked again. “Is it alright if I come in?”
Slowly, he sat up and rubbed his eyes. Now that it was morning, he
didn’t feel so against any human contact, but that didn’t mean he still
wasn’t as confused as ever. “Yes,” he answered back in a soft voice.
Mr. Shiozawa opened the door and came in, smiling warmly to Satoru.
“Good morning,” he said as he closed it again and walked closer. Satoru
responded with only a small smile. Mr. Shiozawa sat next to him on
his bed and for a little while was quiet. “So, have a good sleep?”
he nodded feebly, “Have any good dreams?”
Satoru’s strange dreams were slipping away, “I can’t remember.”
He nodded understandingly, repositioning himself on the bed. He looked
his son eye to eye and prepared to ask the big question, “Is there anything
you want to talk to me about? I can tell something’s on your mind.”
Satoru looked to the side, trying to escape his eyes. He felt very
uncomfortable bringing it up around his father, but before he could stop
himself he said, “Well, it’s just that-”
“Honey,” there was a knock on the door as Mrs. Shiozawa’s voice carried
through it, “you have a phone call.”
“Alright. I’ll get it in a minute,” he called and then looked back
to Satoru. “Sorry, what is it you were going to say?”
“… Nothing.” He brought his head down and started to nervously strum his
fingers on the bed.
Mr. Shiozawa stood up and looked to him questioningly, “Are you sure?”
He made sure to nod quickly, “Yeah. No need to worry, daddy, everything’s
fine!” he smiled to him, forcefully.
“Well, alright. But just remember, if you ever want to talk, I’ll
be there. Ok?” Satoru nodded again as he made his way to the
door. “Better get ready for school then,” he left, closing the door
behind him.
“School, huh?” Satoru laid back on his bed, staring up at the ceiling.
“I’ll have to see them both there…”
Mrs. Shiozawa nearly tackled him as he walked out. “How is he?
Is he alright?” she threw at him right away. Hiroshi peeked at this
from behind a corner.
“I think he’s just fine. He just needed a little alone time yesterday
to think about things,” he pat her shoulder and gave her a confident look,
“It’s probably just hormones.”
“Oh dear, you’re probably right,” she looked somehow relieved.
“Now, where’s that phone?” he asked, walking away.
“On the table, it’s probably another telemarketer anyway,” she called back,
closely following.
Hiroshi stayed where he was as his parents passed, not even seeming to
notice him. He knew there was something more to what was going on
with Satoru than just a little alone time to think about things.
“Hormones my butt,” he said bitterly and picked up his school bag.
“I’m leaving now!” he called and went to tie his shoes. He had gotten
ready very quickly that morning too.
“Have a good day, hun!” his mother called from the kitchen.
“Right. A good day with a history test?” he glanced over to Satoru’s
bedroom and sighed. He left without another word and walked straight
to school, stopping only once along the way to stare at a female jogger
who came running across the street.
*
Satoru got ready for school not long after his brother left. His
parents acted especially kind and understanding to him, he went along with
it and in every way he could made it appear that nothing was bothering
him. He left for school and quietly walked along the sidewalks, kicking
a stone occasionally as he went. There was so much on his mind that
he didn’t know how to deal with and there was no telling how this day would
go for him. All he knew is that he felt something special for both
Taka and Tenko. He didn’t know which feeling was necessarily “right.”
He came to a busy
crosswalk and stood among the crowd until it would be safe to walk across.
Taka spotted him from just behind and ran to greet him. “Good morning,
Sato-chan,” he pecked a kiss on his cheek and wrapped his arms gently around
his neck.
Satoru was taken by surprise, “Taka-chan!” he gasped. The crowd made
its way to the other side, but Satoru and Taka didn’t move.
“You are so cute today!” Taka hugged him, Satoru didn’t exactly know what
to do. His heart was pounding and he felt so nervous and uncomfortable,
he didn’t know how to deal with this situation! He hadn't expected
to see Taka already, so he hadn't thought of a good way to approach him
and the situation yet. Taka noticed the difference in him.
He pulled away and looked down to him, adjusting his red-lens glasses.
“Are you alright, sweetie?”
Satoru’s lip quivered and he forcefully took hold of Taka’s hand.
“We need to talk,” he said and led him to a secluded corner as more and
more people walked by. Taka looked very concerned. “Taka-chan,
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. That kiss you gave me yesterday
was the best thing I’ve ever felt in my whole life! And then I got
a letter from Tenko-chan where she told me that she really likes me and
wants to go out with me, and I’ve always liked Tenko-chan too, but I really
really like you too, so I just don’t know what to do!” he sounded like
he was panicking.
“Calm down,” Taka soothed him.
“But… what should I do? I don’t know what to do about this!” tears
started filling his eyes.
“Shhh,” Taka set a finger to his lip to quiet him and knelt down, looking
him straight in the eye. “I know how confused you must be about everything.
You know how I feel about you and you know how happy it would make me to
have you love me back, but you have to decide for yourself who you really
do love. I just hope that maybe… I can help you make that decision
a little easier…” Taka’s voice ended with a whisper and he gently kissed
Satoru again. Satoru was taken by surprise, but soon melted into
Taka’s sweet kiss. Taka pulled away, his eyes burning with passion.
Satoru was blushing, his gaze wandering deeply into his. “No matter
what you decide,” he began again softly, “I will always love you.”
“Oh Taka-chan,” Satoru hugged him tightly, tears streaming down his cheeks.
Taka was so understanding, he loved that the most about him. Taka smiled
and set his arms around his back, holding him close. Neither could
have asked for a sweeter way to start their day.
“Come on,” Taka said, pulling away, “we should get going.” Satoru
nodded and joined hands with Taka, unexpectedly to him. They walked
to school quietly and went to their seats. All the girls noticed
that they were holding hands, making them giddy and full of all sorts of
new questions, but they would have to save them for later since class would
be starting soon. Taka pulled out Satoru’s seat and then took his
right across from him. They were smiling and staring at each other,
feeling totally at peace, until Satoru spotted Tenko coming to sit down
also. Tenko spotted him and time seemed at a halt. All they
did was stare at each other at a complete loss of words.
“Please take a seat, everyone,” said Mr. Kiyomura as class began.
Tenko bit her lower lip and took her seat right next to Satoru. Needless
to say, that was quite the awkward situation.
Shingo noticed the unusual quietness of the group and naturally wondered
what it was all about. He had no idea about the letter or about what
had happened between Satoru and Taka. He just thought that Tenko
and Satoru had suddenly lost their voices somehow… “Guys, say something
please, you’re scaring me!” Shingo finally said while Mr. Kiyomura took
attendance.
Tenko looked to him desperately and then off to the side. Satoru
looked in the opposite direction and sighed deeply. “Well, that was
productive,” mused Mayuki from beside Shingo.
Shingo glanced to his other side at Taka and saw that he wore a very bittersweet
smile. His outfit today consisted of black leather pants, shiny red
belt, shiny black platform shoes, tight black shirt with long sleeves with
alternating red and black stripes, a silver ring for every knuckle, black
fingernails (always black fingernails), silver gothic cross necklace and
long spiky collar, and just a hint of black lip color. Shingo didn’t
have time to admire his outfit, though, he wanted to know what was going
on with Satoru and Tenko!
“Taka-san,” he said softly. Taka looked to him with piercing jade
green eyes. “Do you know what’s wrong with them?” he whispered.
Taka nodded and looked back to Satoru. “It’s a love crisis.”
“Love crisis?”
Taka’s expression didn’t change. “You’ll see soon enough.”
Shingo didn’t know what to think. He wished he could just ask his
sister telepathically, but Mr. Kiyomura decided to start the lesson right
then and there. He would have to wait until later and watch his best
friend and sister act as if they didn’t even know each other. It
was a pretty tough thing to have to sit through. Things just seemed
so… strange.
*
Another psychical education class was well underway at the high school.
The boys were now doing softball and the girls were working on tennis.
Both were on opposite sides of the campus from each other, much to both
groups’ chagrin (but mainly Hiroshi’s).
Daisuke and Hiroshi were standing far off in the outfield. Since
neither one excelled in baseball, they figured they should stay as far
from the action as they possibly could, so the outfield seemed a reasonable
place to do so. Daisuke was staring up at the clouds drifting above,
it looked like rain was coming. He wasn’t paying much attention to
the game, he could have sworn he just saw a cloud pass by that looked like
a unicorn.
“Life sucks,” Hiroshi moaned, partially to try and get Daisuke to say something
to him.
“Wow, and that cloud looks like your head!” he said, looking jokingly at
Hiroshi. Hiroshi, however, didn’t look amused. “Sorry, sorry,”
he shrugged his shoulders. “So how was work yesterday? Anything
cool happen?”
He sighed, “Oh yeah… tons of hot babes came in, knew that place was gonna
be a chick magnet… It’s total heaven.”
Daisuke blinked, “So… what’s the problem then?”
Hiroshi glared in the general direction of the pitcher (but not purposely
at him) when he remembered about Satoru. “Don’t take this the wrong
way or anything, but… I’m really starting to worry about Amoebae Boy.”
Daisuke paused with astonishment and had to think deeply about what he
had just said. “Wait, did you just say what I thought you said…?”
Hiroshi looked to him seriously and Daisuke became rather worried, “Dude,
do you have a fever?!”
“Dai! I’m serious here!” he yelled as a ball came soaring toward
him. Luckily, someone else caught it so it wouldn’t have the chance
to impale itself into Hiroshi’s skull (though that would have been rather
amusing…).
“Whoa,” Daisuke had to take a step back to make sure this wasn’t some big
dream. “You must be serious, I’ve never heard you say that before.”
“I’ve never really had a reason until now,” he said, looking off to the
side.
“What’s up then?” obviously Daisuke wanted to know everything.
Hiroshi sighed again and recalled the incidents, “It started yesterday
when I was at work. Amoebae Boy and that creepy Taka guy came in
and ordered ice cream… and then he started hitting on me again…” he shuddered,
“but anyway, and then they went to a table and I really wasn’t paying attention
to them then. But when they left, I don’t know how to explain it,
but there was like this new glow around Amoebae Boy, like something had
just happened to him for the first time, you know? And they were
all extra friendly and stuff and starting holding hands!”
“They did?” Daisuke was very into this story.
“Yes! But, oh, the best part is that when I got home, I was told
that Amoebae Boy had basically locked himself into his bedroom, refusing
to come out ever since he got home again. Then I knew for sure that
something was up with him, so I went to his room and tried to talk to him,
but that wasn’t working. So when I was about to leave, he came out
and told me that there was nothing I could do and that he was really fine,
which was total bull, and then went back into his room! My parents
think it’s just some weird hormones or something, but I know it has to
do with that creepy Taka guy. It’s all because of him that Amoebae
Boy’s so screwed up lately,” he vented.
Daisuke tried to sort out all he said and couldn’t help but think he was
over reacting. “So, you think it’s Taka’s fault Satoru locked himself
into his room?”
“Dai, he didn’t just lock himself in there for no reason. He’s never
done that before, there was obviously something on his mind he couldn’t
figure out or something. And yes, I know it has to do with Taka.”
Hiroshi scowled and his voice became bitter, “That little punk is seriously
screwing him up and turning him gay. Amoebae Boy was so ignorant
and innocent before he came along… and now next thing I know, he’s being
defiled by some freak who will probably someday try to do some really disgusting
things to him, and Amoebae Boy won’t know any better and go along with
it. Believe me, Taka’s been around the block a few times, so don’t
think he wouldn’t try it.” Hiroshi sighed again, shaking his head, “I wish
he’d take his sorry little butt and go back to whatever botched up boy
loving other boy planet he came from.”
Daisuke was quiet for a while. He didn’t know Hiroshi was so sensitive
and protective of his brother, most the time he’d act as if he didn’t even
have a brother. But now… there was a new side of his best friend
Daisuke had never seen before. As much as he admired his concern
for Satoru, he was actually quite angry with what he had said about Taka.
“You should really be nicer to Taka,” he said, remembering about his past.
“Why should I? He’s the whole reason I’m pissed off right now!”
“He hasn’t had it easy,” he said again, drawing Hiroshi’s anger down a
bit. “Did you know that he was molested several times as a kid and
tried to kill himself a few years back?”
Hiroshi was silent a minute. “No, I didn’t…”
“Well, now you know. I think it’d be a good idea to treat him better,
even if you don’t like him.”
“But what about what he’s doing to Amoebae Boy? I can’t just sit
around and watch as he makes him a flaming fruit boy just like him.”
Daisuke saw another ball flying their way, which was caught by the same
guy as before. “Maybe,” he said slowly, looking back to Hiroshi,
“you should talk to him and tell him how you feel. But try and do
it in a nice way. For all we know, he could still be really psychologically
unstable.”
Hiroshi didn’t say another word and just watched the others play the game.
He knew the only way to solve this would be to talk to Taka, though trying
to do it in a nice way (he could tell already) would prove to be very difficult
for him.
“Good game, Yoshiko-chan,” said Aya, in the meantime, as she and Yoshiko
finished their game of tennis. They walked to the side of the court,
setting their rackets down with their teacher looking to them with quite
a high amount of pride and happiness shining in her eyes (a very rare thing
indeed). This was because Aya and Yoshiko were just about the only
students she had who actually were willing to do the activities she had
planned and at least appear like they were enjoying them! Anyway,
Aya looked over to Yoshiko to see her staring at Hitomi, who was sitting
on a bench outside the court. “Oh,” she said snidely, “Little miss
princess isn’t participating in PE today…”
“Poor girl,” Yoshiko whispered and then turned to the teacher, right next
to her. “Why is she sitting out today?”
“She gave me a doctor’s note that looked pretty authentic before class.
I have to believe that, don’t want to risk anything…”
“A doctor’s note?” Yoshiko looked back to Hitomi, a new concern in her
eyes.
“Yeah, didn’t mention what was wrong with her though. Oh well,” said
the teacher, who then went back to supervising the rest of the class.
“That girl…” Aya said to herself, shaking her head, “She’s probably faking
it, you know? She does stuff like this all the time.”
“I’m going to talk to her,” said Yoshiko, determined. Aya looked
to her strangely, almost like she couldn’t believe what she had just said.
Yoshiko nodded, “I know you might think that’s strange, but she needs someone
to help her out right now…” Aya couldn’t get a word out before Yoshiko
started walking toward Hitomi.
Hitomi was sitting at the bench still in her school uniform, staring down
to the grass with a glazed look in her eyes. She didn’t even notice
when Yoshiko approached her until she was right in front of her.
Hitomi looked up and was very surprised, “Y-Yoshiko…” her voice was extremely
quiet and weak sounding.
“Is it alright if I sit?” she asked in her sweetest voice. Hitomi
sighed and made a gesture, illustrating that it was alright. Yoshiko
sat next to her quietly and tried to think of what to say first.
“I know what’s bothering you,” she started off getting right to the point.
Hitomi looked to her, shocked, and for a time was unable to speak.
“You… do?” she finally asked, the color flushing from her face.
She nodded, “And I know how hard it has been for you. Nothing has
gone the way it should, and no one deserves that.”
Tears sprang to her eyes and she lowered her head. “You’re right,”
she squeaked, “I’ve tried… I’ve tried to get him to at least acknowledge
me, but he never does… never ever…” she started to lightly cry and Yoshiko
set a hand on her back to try and comfort her.
“He’s being extremely awful with this whole thing. But don’t think
that all is lost, Hitomi-san. There are still people who care about
you and are willing to help in any way that they can.”
“But my parents,” she sobbed more, “they were so mad when they found out,
they couldn’t even look at me… They felt so ashamed to have me as a daughter…”
“Do they feel any different now?” asked Yoshiko sensitively.
Hitomi quickly brought her head up, tears streaming down her cheeks.
“I… I think they’re less angry than they were…”
“That’s good,” said Yoshiko, “I’m sure that anyone would be angry with
the initial shock of hearing something like that, especially when it is
their own daughter. But you’ll see, within time, they will become
more understanding. I know that through this, they will not love
you any less.”
Hitomi looked to Yoshiko and a faint smile began to appear on her face.
“Oh Yoshiko… you are always so nice to everyone, even if they haven’t been
nice to you…”
Yoshiko smiled, “The Golden Rule. That’s what I like to try and live
by.”
“And you’re right. I know my parents won’t abandon me, at least.
I just wish that Ryuichi…”
Yoshiko saw another tear slide down Hitomi’s cheek and held onto her more
securely. “I know,” she whispered, “but I want you to know that even
if he won’t help you through this thing, I will.”
Hitomi shot her eyes to her again. They were filled with both gratitude
and shock. She was speechless for a time and kept remembering how
terrible she had been to Yoshiko. It made her feel so awful to think
about it. “Really?” she got out, “Even after all the bad things I’ve
done to you? You’d still… do that for me?”
Yoshiko nodded, “The Golden Rule,” she said again and Hitomi’s face lit
up with a wide, gracious smile.
“Oh, thank you! Thank you so much!” she cried and hugged Yoshiko
tightly. Yoshiko hugged her back and knew that Hitomi was feeling
better just knowing that she had support in a place she thought she’d never
get it from.
“Well look at that,” said Aya, watching from inside the court. She
smiled and shook her head, “I never thought I’d see the day… Way to go,
Yoshi-chan!”
Yoshiko felt wonderful with herself and knew that she had done the right
thing. Soon after that, PE class ended and Yoshiko and Hitomi quietly
walked back to the school. As Hiroshi and Daisuke walked by, they
saw the two together, walking ahead of them. Daisuke smiled and knew
that Yoshiko had done it. He felt so proud of her and admired her
even more than he had before.
*
At lunch, there wasn’t the usual excitement and craziness that ensued at
the elementary school. Everything was just as it had been before,
Satoru and Tenko were acting as if the other didn’t exist, or so Shingo
observed. In all actuality, he was getting pretty fed up seeing them
like this. It just wasn’t normal! “What the heck is going on
here?!” he finally asked at the top of his lungs, causing a lot of wandering
stares to wander his way. He didn’t care though, he really wanted
an answer!
Satoru and Tenko were both among those wandering stares. Satoru sighed
and looked off to the side again and Tenko stood up from her seat.
“I need to get a drink,” she said and pulled Mayuki to her feet, making
her follow. Shingo saw her leave and nearly blew a gasket.
“I need to use the little boy’s room,” said Taka, leaving thereafter.
Shingo watched him leave desperately and then glanced back to Satoru.
Satoru avoided his eyes again and quietly ate his lunch. Shingo looked
to him, his face growing more and more tense. “Satoru-kun!” he said
loudly.
Satoru looked to him again with bread crumbs on his lips. “Yes?”
he asked in his most innocent way.
Shingo sighed, “Geez, what is going on with you? You and my sister
are both acting completely wacko!”
Satoru looked to the side again, his eyebrows stooping, “Ok, Tenko-chan
sent me a letter yesterday that said that she really likes me and stuff…”
“R-really?” Shingo was surprised to hear that. He knew that she liked
him, but he also knew that she was too shy to tell him anything like that.
Satoru nodded and took another bite of his sandwich. “Well that’s
great! Go Tenko!” Satoru still looked like he was far from celebrating.
“What’s the problem then?” he then asked.
“Well,” Satoru knew how completely freaked out Shingo would get if he told
him, so he stalled. “I know you’ll be mad…”
“Why? What is it? Don’t you like Tenko?”
“Oh, yes I do! Very much, but…” he paused, “I also… like Taka-chan…”
Shingo blinked. He paused and stayed completely still for a long
time, trying to absorb that. Finally, he sat back in his seat, keeping
his eyes on Satoru, who would quickly look away, then back again.
He didn’t know quite what to think. Satoru had made that decision
they had talked about, and Shingo had to admit that he was not very pleased
with it. Slowly, he rose to his feet, his face remaining calm and
nearly emotionless. “I see,” he said quietly. Satoru looked
up to him, his face starting to look worried. Shingo then turned
and started to gradually walk to the door.
“Wait! Shingo-chan!” Satoru called after him as he got closer and
closer to the door. Shingo didn’t turn around though, just left the
classroom. Satoru felt tears coming to his eyes and balled his fists up.
He wished he could have tried to explain it more to Shingo, but he knew
that probably wouldn’t help any. Shingo was pretty upset about this,
he knew…
Shingo walked aimlessly in the hall, staring forward to no place in particular.
He couldn’t believe what he had just heard from Satoru. Just when
he was about to bang his head on a wall, Taka came out of the bathroom
right next to him. Shingo stared at Taka, making him a little suspicious.
“You know, don’t you?” Shingo didn’t answer and Taka nodded to himself.
“You must be mad about it, aren’t you?”
“Mad? Not really. I just don’t really know what to think.
Satoru-kun likes both you guys, and there’s no telling right now which
way he’s gonna go.”
“That’s true enough,” said Taka solemnly.
“Don’t take this the wrong way or anything, but I really hope he decides
to go with Tenko. It’d be a whole lot better for him.”
Taka didn’t let the pain from that comment show to Shingo, nor did he give
any evidence of how much he wished just the opposite. Instead, he
gave him a weak smile, masking his true feelings. “I guess only time
will tell,” he said and walked back to the classroom.
“Guess so,” Shingo muttered and then saw Tenko and Mayuki walk out from
behind a corner. He came over to them and could at once feel all
of Tenko’s feelings.
“Shingo-chan,” she started off, “Why isn't Satoru-chan talking to me?
Does he hate me?” she was about to burst into tears.
“No! Just the opposite! Satoru-kun really likes you.”
“Really?” Tenko’s eyes became starry.
“Then why is he acting as if he doesn’t even know her?” Mayuki interceded.
Shingo looked into his sister’s eyes and couldn’t bare say it. (Besides,
Tenko probably wouldn’t understand anyway…) “He’s just…” he tried to think
of something to say that wouldn’t bare the truth to gruesomely, but that
wouldn’t lie either. “Give him time. I’m sure that soon enough
things will work out… straight…” (haha, that was trying to be a
joke, people… -_-;;)
“Yeah, he’s probably just being his normal cute shy self today,” Mayuki
smiled to Tenko, making her feel better.
“Yeah, but I wish he’d talk to me… I really want to know what he thinks
of my letter…” Then the girls walked back to the classroom, leaving Shingo
alone in the hall.
He felt really bad and let out a long sigh. “Dang it… I just can't
tell Tenko that Satoru-kun likes her, but also likes Taka-san… that means
that in the end he’s gonna have to choose one or the other, and it might
not be her…” Shingo hated to realize that, but knew that it was a very
probable outcome to this interesting situation. He started heading
to class again and peeked inside, seeing Taka smiling and talking with
Satoru, while the girls stood off to the side, watching them. He
glared slightly at Taka and started to feel a mellow resentment begin to
unfurl toward him. ‘Taka-kun got in the way of something that
could have worked out so well,’ he thought, ‘He’s one of my best
friends, but I’m starting to really hate what he’s caused in this whole
thing…’
Shingo had to return to his seat as lunch was ending, as did everyone else.
He closely watched the interaction between Taka, Satoru, and Tenko, and
noticed that not much had changed since that morning. Things were
still very awkward and would continue to be until Satoru made up his mind.
*
When school got out for Koji and Namie, a light rain was beginning to fall
outside. From within the classroom, as other students were leaving,
Koji stared out the window at the tiny droplets that fell over all things
he could see as the sky became more and more gray. The droplets got
bigger and more numerous within seconds and a deep rumble of thunder reached
Koji’s sensitive ears. He loved the rain and always found it fascinating.
Namie saw him staring outside and smiled. She walked over to him
and watched it also. “Rain is nice,” she said.
“Yes,” said Koji deeply, “It is as if the Earth is being cleansed from
all its pollution.”
“Yeah,” Namie loved to hear him talk like that and secretly wished he’d
say more inspired things, but he then turned from the window and started
for the classroom door. She quickly followed.
Without a word, Koji walked out of the school and into the rain.
Namie opened up a huge black umbrella and covered herself from the rain.
She would have asked Koji if he would like protection also, but saw that
he looked quite content with the rain falling down gently onto him.
She then warmly reflected on her feelings for him.
They started walking down the streets, rain pattering all around them.
A gray mist was forming all around them as more and more rain began to
fall. It was all very peaceful to Koji.
When they passed a large maple tree along the road, Koji stopped under
it and looked out onto the road as cars passed by, spraying water into
the air. He could see a few other people slowly walking along the
streets, huddled under umbrellas. Namie looked up to him and wondered
why he had stopped. “The Earth is beautiful,” he said, as if answering
her question, “I love to watch the rain fall onto it to clean it.”
“That’s great,” she said, looking up to him under the maple tree.
“I just hope lightning doesn’t strike us while we’re under this tree…”
“It will not,” he said, sounding very sure of that. Namie smiled
and knew she could trust his judgment.
“Koji-san,” she said shyly, staring onto the placid black street.
“If it’s alright… could I ask you a few questions about yourself?”
He looked down to her with calm, soothing eyes. “What would you like
to know?” his voice was deep and beautiful. (Ok, now everyone watch
as Emi goes into a temporary insane state and then melts onto the floor,
drooling and saying “Kojiiii” over and over again…) -_-
“Well, I’ve known you for a really long time and I’ve always had questions
for you, but I’ve been too shy to ask them…” she looked downward, she was
still a little shy to ask him, but knew that she had to sooner or later.
Koji waited patiently for whatever it is she wanted to ask him; he felt
he already had an idea of what it could be.
“Well…” she started again, glancing up to him, “You won’t mind me asking
you stuff?”
He shook his head, “Ask whatever you would like.”
A slight smile came to her lips, but quickly disappeared. “Ok, first
of all, I’ve always been curious with how you look… your skin and eyes
are so pale, and you ears…” she looked to his cute pointed ears (Ok, so
Emi is bias…) “I remember some kids would say that you were a huge Star
Trek fan and were just trying to be like Mr. Spock… and others would say
that you were a real life elf or something like that, but you’ve never
said anything like that about yourself, right? Those were just things
kids came up with on their own?”
“Yes,” he answered, blinking his mysterious eyes.
“So… I guess what I’m asking is… why do you look the way you do?”
Koji was silent for a long time and watched the rain fall onto the road.
He knew that one day he’d be asked that question. “You are much more
observant and analytical than the others. You seek for truth and
do not depend solely on the words of others. That is very admirable,”
he said to her. She stared up at him and didn’t know what to say.
Koji closed his eyes and listened to the rhythm of the rain falling all
around. “Unfortunately, I cannot tell you what you wish to know.”
“Y-you can’t…?” she finally asked. She was unable to believe that
he’d said that.
Koji shook his head slowly and looked back to her. “It is something
I must never tell anyone. I am sorry.”
“But… why can’t you tell me? Koji-san? I don’t understand!”
He paused and breathed out deeply, his breath fogging. “Some things
must never be shared with someone, no matter how long you have known them.
This is something I cannot share with you, I am sorry.”
Namie looked up to him, her eyebrows raised. She wanted to know so
badly, but knew that she needed to respect Koji if he truly could not tell
her. Eventually, she agreed and nodded. “Alright. I’m
sorry to bother you with my questions…”
Koji came over to her and set a hand on her shoulder, to her surprise.
She blushed slightly and looked up to his calm face. “Always ask
questions. Perhaps someday, you will know the answers.” Namie blinked
and Koji began to slowly step from under the tree, into the gentle rain.
He looked up into the deep gray sky and let the raindrops slowly flow down
his face. Namie watched him with amazement and set a hand to her
heart. She could feel that it was racing within her chest.
“I should get home,” Koji turned around and told her, “I need to get back
to my work.”
She came out from under the tree, shielding herself with the umbrella.
“What sort of work is it? Are you building something?”
“Yes,” he said, “though I am unclear of what its function will be as of
now.”
She was amazed, “Only you could build something on pure inspiration,” she
said lightly and began to walk with him again.
He looked down to her, nearly flattered by that comment. They continued
walking down the street in silence. Right before they were about
to go their separate ways, Koji felt a sharp, stinging sensation in his
head that shot out to the rest of his body. In alarm, he collapsed
to his knees. He held his hands over his head and began to experience terrible
feelings that washed over him for reasons he could not understand.
“Koji-san!” Namie cried and knelt beside him, covering them both with the
umbrella. “Are you alright?!” she asked frantically.
Just as soon as it had begun, the sensation left. Koji uncovered
his head and looked up, his eyes wide and full of terror. Namie gasped
and set her hand on his. She gasped again when she felt it was ice
cold. “Koji-san…” she asked very worriedly, looking back to his face.
He looked as if he had just seen a terrifying ghost.
He breathed quickly and blinked his eyes, swiping his forehead with the
back of his hand. Namie leaned closer to him and asked quickly, “What
was that?! Are you alright?!”
“I… I just felt as if something terrible had happened… something so terrible
it cannot even be mentioned…”
“… What? What was it?!”
“I am not sure. All at once, the feeling overcame me… and I heard
the cries of many innocent souls, screaming out in agony and despair… and
then there was complete silence.”
Namie’s eyes widened and she set a shaky hand on his shoulder, “I think
you should get home,” she helped him to his feet.
Koji put a hand through his wet hair and stared down to the sleek sidewalk.
He had no ideas about what he had just experienced. What was that?
What were those terrible cries he had heard? Whatever it was, he
knew that it had something to do with him. He needed to find out
somehow what it meant and why that had happened to him.
“Koji-san?” His concentration was broken by Namie’s concerned voice.
He looked over to her. “Will you be alright?”
“I think so,” he said, bringing his hand to his side, “I need to find out
what that was and why it happened. I feel that it was an epiphany
to something terrible that has happened.”
Hearing that made Namie more worried than ever. “Koji-san,” she whispered,
her voice very troubled and depressed.
“I need to go,” he said and came close to her. She looked up into
his eyes and saw that they were not the same as they usually were.
They were more anxious and scared than usual. She had never seen
him like this. “Thank you for being who you are,” he said deeply
and then, to her surprise, came down and kissed her forehead gently.
This sent a blazing blush to her cheeks and also a wonderful sensation
through her body. When Koji moved away, she looked up to him with wonderment.
“Goodbye,” he said quietly and turned, walking to Daisuke’s house.
She stayed poised in her spot for a long time, staring in the direction
he had gone, even after he was no longer in view. There was a burning
ardor inside of her for him, growing stronger than ever before. She
wished she could have asked him more things she had wanted to know.
She knew that, even though she had thought she’d known him for a very long
time, she really didn’t know him. What had just happened proved that
fact further. It surprised her to think just how little she actually
knew about him. There was a great aura of mystery surrounding him,
and she hoped that maybe someday she’d have all the answers she wanted.
Until then, she’d keep asking questions and hope for the best for him.
She wished she could help him figure out what had happened, but knew she
could not. With a hand at her heart, Namie took her eyes from his
direction and went home.
Koji stumbled into his room and fell onto the bed. Jemena jumped
with surprise and could immediately sense something was wrong. “Ko-chan?”
“Jemena,” he said, bringing his eyes to her, “something very bad has happened.
I think that now finishing the machine is more important than ever.
I know that the quicker I finish it, the sooner I can understand what happened,”
he said and quickly got back to his feet.
“What are you talking about? You don’t even know what the machine
will do. What happened to you anyway?” she was very worried about
him.
He started to get his tools and materials out, spreading them all on a
table. “Jemena,” he said again, looking back to her, “please tell
the others not to disturb me. I will be down here a very long time.”
Koji turned back to the tools and started to work. Jemena knew she
couldn’t get another word in, Koji was very determined to try and finish
the machine he had no idea why he was building. She sighed and jumped
off the bed, walking to the door. She glanced back and saw Koji taking
a cover off an old computer monitor. She left the room and ran upstairs.
Jemena sat in front of a window in the living room, staring out at the
pouring rain. Her breath fogged up the glass, which she cleared with
her paw. “What a depressing day,” she said aloud, “I wonder what
happened to Ko-chan. I have never seen that look in his eyes before…”
“Something wrong, Jem?” Misami leaned next to her.
She looked up to her and sighed again, “Just wondering what has gotten
into Ko-chan. How about you? Did you ever straighten things
out between Hiroshi-san?”
She cringed, “I purposely avoided him all day so I wouldn’t have to see
his stupid looking face. But don’t worry, I’ll be sure to talk to
him soon enough.” Jemena smiled and looked back out the window.
Misami sat next to her and did the same. “Look!” she gasped, “A pretty
rainbow!”
Jemena bolted her eyes all over the sky, “Where?”
“Right in front of us, can’t you see it?”
Jemena looked to where she was pointing and shook her head, “I only see
falling rain.”
“Weird… it’s right there in plain view. Oh wait, I remember hearing
something about creatures from Zanthor not being able to see in color.
Is that true? Are you totally colorblind?”
Jemena looked to her oddly, like she had no idea what she was asking.
“Color?” the word sounded unfamiliar to her.
“Yeah, like red, blue, green, yellow… don’t you know what those are?”
“Uh…” Jemena shifted her eyes back outside, “should I?”
“You really don’t know. Wow,” Misami tried to imagine what it would
be like to have no color vision. Jemena still didn’t know what she
was talking about.
Meanwhile, back at the high school, Daisuke was “spying” on Yoshiko and
Hitomi, who were sitting on a bench in the hall, talking. He hoped
that they’d stay there long enough for him to work out a little plan he
had come up with. Actually, it wasn’t really a plan, it was him trying
to convince Ryuichi to at least go and talk to Hitomi, which had proven
very unsuccessful before. Daisuke sneaked to the locker room so that
the girls wouldn’t detect him and started to get ready for swim practice.
“Tah dah!!” Osamu then burst into the locker room and all eyes fell onto
him. There was something very different about him today… he now had…
PINK hair!
Daisuke’s mouth opened in shock and Osamu walked on through the locker
room with a bright smile on his face, not minding what anyone else thought
of his new hair color choice. “Yo Shark Man!” he said just as lively
as ever as he came to the locker right next to Daisuke’s.
“Y-your hair…”
“Like it? I wanted a change…” he started to get ready also.
“It’s… pink!”
“Only the coolest guys have pink hair. It’s true, you know!”
“Uh, yeah…” Daisuke said and continued getting ready.
When they were both ready, they walked out to the pool and instantly saw
Ryuichi standing next to it, stretching. Daisuke groaned and swallowed
nervously. He’d try and convince him again, and maybe things would
go different this time, he told himself, though he wasn’t too confident
in his thinking…
“Wait here,” he told Osamu and walked up to the dragon. “Hey,” he
said casually.
“Go to hell,” answered Ryuichi.
Daisuke clenched his teeth and looked back to Osamu, who shrugged his shoulders.
“Bad moon today?” he asked again.
“What do you care?” he said coldly, stretching his arms.
“You’re just so set on being an unapproachable jerk, aren’t you?”
Ryuichi looked back to him, frowning. “What if I am?”
Daisuke frowned also and decided to get right to his point, “Look, I’m
gonna be straight with you. Right out there in that hallway is a
girl who needs you more than anything. Are you just gonna stand back
and watch her slide through your fingers like sand, or are you gonna step
up and try to bring her back to you before it’s too late? You got
two choices here, you can either continue being an a**hole and blow her
off, or you can take responsibility for what’s happened and make things
as right as they can be. The choice is yours, dude, and if you decide
to keep ignoring her, to make her try to deal with this on her own… then
may God have mercy on your soul.” Daisuke said powerfully and walked away,
feeling quite confident in himself and his words.
Ryuichi was left dumbfounded. Even though he hated to admit it, Daisuke
was right. For the first time, Ryuichi realized that he really did
need to take responsibility—it would be wrong not to. Right as Guchi
started to start up practice, Ryuichi left the pool and ran out to the
hall.
Hitomi and Yoshiko looked back to see him standing there. Hitomi
rose to her feet slowly as he approached. “Ryu…” her voice whispered.
He stopped when he was standing right in front of her. His stern
face melted into that of compassion and humility. “Hitomi,” he whispered,
“I’m so sorry…”
Hitomi’s eyes filled with tears and she wrapped her arms around him.
He held her closely and for the first time in his life felt a warm peace
and comfort from knowing that he had done the right thing.
Yoshiko stood up and watched them. A warm smile appeared on her lips
and it brought a tear to her eye to know that Hitomi would be fine now
that Ryuichi was back.
Daisuke and Osamu peeked out into the hall and saw the two. They
felt the same way Yoshiko did and Osamu slapped Daisuke’s back. “Good
job!” he whispered, “You made him realize what he has to do. In a
way, you’re the one who helped Hitomi-chan most of all.”
Daisuke had never thought of it that way before. He smiled and nodded
and looked back to the two. ‘Good for you, Hamada, maybe you’re
not such a bad guy after all,’ he thought, ‘You actually listened
to something I had to say. I know things’ll be a lot better from
now on.’
*
“See you guys later,” Hiroshi groaned as he walked out of Kaori’s Ice Cream
Parlor as his shift ended. He yawned as he opened up a big umbrella.
Work had been busy, as usual, and he still had homework to do. All
he wanted to do was crawl into bed and sleep.
Right as he was about to start walking, Hiroshi spotted someone he knew
all too well standing near him by a music store, listening to his headphones
while staring out onto the rain. He gasped and then growled lowly
as he continued to watch him coldly, “Taka…”
Yep, it was Taka. Just the person Hiroshi really didn’t want to see.
He was listening intently to a new CD and seemed to be so into it that
he was dead to the rest of the world. Hiroshi didn’t care about disturbing
his listening pleasure, he thought he had to talk to him like Daisuke had
said, so he gathered up his courage and stamped his feet over to the music
store where he was standing. Taka didn’t seem to notice, so Hiroshi,
scowling, tapped his shoulder roughly. Taka’s eye drew up to him
(he’s much shorter than Hiro ^-^) and his face brightened with surprise,
“Hiro-chan!” he said happily, making Hiroshi shudder.
“Shut your word hole, pansy, I gotta talk to you! Man to man!”
Taka blinked and paused the CD, removing his headphones. “Man to
man?” he said keenly, “I like the sound of that.” A huge grin came to his
face.
Hiroshi nearly panicked, “No!! That’s not what I meant! I mean,
I have to talk to you about something serious, so you better not try and
hit on me… ok?”
The grin wiped off Taka’s face. “What is it?” he asked rather indignantly.
“Don’t try to pretend like you don’t know. It’s about what you’re
doing to my brother.”
“Sato-chan?” a whirl of adrenaline chased inside of him.
Hiroshi was so angry, he pointed his finger straight at Taka’s face, “You’re
turning him gay, aren’t you?! The way you always hold his hand and
stuff… You’re totally screwing up his life, and I won’t let
you do that! You got that, freak? You leave him alone, and
I mean it!”
Taka saw the anger in Hiroshi’s eyes, but it seemed to make no difference.
Taka smirked, wiping a stray raindrop from his forehead and setting his
bag down, turning his gorgeous, challenging eyes straight into his.
“Such a threat, Hiro-chan. Do you seriously think you could do anything
to change my feelings for your adorable, perfect little brother?
Or how about his feelings for me?”
“What?” Hiroshi couldn’t believe what he was hearing.
“I’m sorry, but no force on Earth or heaven or hell could possibly change
my feelings for him or keep me from him. I love him with a love deeper
than most people could possibly understand, including yourself. There’s
no way I can stay away from him by just your request alone, and I’m sure
he feels the exact same way.”
Hiroshi tightened his fist and was getting furious, “That’s the wrong answer!
I’m not gonna let you turn my brother gay!”
Taka shook his head, “Hiro-chan, don’t you get it?” Hiroshi paused, blinking
confusedly. “It’s not like I’m controlling him, you know. If
he wants to have feelings for me also, it’s his own choice. And as
of now, considering that goodbye kiss on the lips he willingly gave me
after school today, I think he’s making his decision.”
Hiroshi gasped again and then snapped. “Shut up!!” he flung his fist
toward Taka’s face, but Taka disappeared at the last moment. Hiroshi
looked all around and could not find him. “What the…”
“Right behind you,” Taka taunted. Hiroshi turned around and saw him
standing there, smiling slyly, only making him more irritated.
“How the heck did you do that?”
“I’ve been studying techniques of old martial arts masters ever since I
could read. And it doesn’t hurt to be advanced in gymnastics also.
I’ve been in fights plenty of times, so it’s probably wise to not believe
you’ll actually win…”
“Shut up!” he yelled and rammed his hand forward again, but this time,
instead of disappearing, Taka bent backwards to dodge the hit and Hiroshi
was incredibly stunned when he did. “Ah!! What the heck?!”
he yelled to see him in what appeared to be a very impossible position.
“No one can bend back that far and live!!”
“Hah!” Taka did a back flip and stood up straight again. “I’m still
alive, aren’t I? Believe me, if you thought that was unbelievable,
I can show you things that’ll make your head spin.”
“No thank you,” he said, “I’d rather just beat the crap out of you right
now.”
“Come on,” Taka said quietly, “you really don’t want to fight me.”
“Oh yes I do!” said Hiroshi as he charged to Taka again with an outstretched
fist.
Taka sighed and shook his head, “You asked for it…” just as Hiroshi’s fist
was about to strike, Taka jumped out of the way and quickly put his fist
into Hiroshi’s stomach, the whole time thinking, ‘Where have I seen
this before?’ (refer to volume eight). Hiroshi gasped and stumbled
over while Taka rose to his feet. Hiroshi knew he had been hit by
Taka, and that thought disturbed him even more than thinking about Satoru
and Taka. Taka sighed again and shook his hand out, “You should have
listened to me…”
“Stupid… jerk…” Hiroshi choked out. His ego had been smashed to bits.
Taka picked up his bag and flung one strap over his shoulder, setting his
headphones around his neck. “I’m sorry that had to happen, Hiro-chan.
I really didn’t want to do that, but you left me little choice. I
know you’re upset about Sato-chan, but don’t blame him if he develops feelings
for me too. Love is a wonderful thing, you know? You should
let him experience it freely.” He set the headphones over his ears and
unpaused the CD. He walked away, leaving Hiroshi riling on the sidewalk.
The physical pain he felt was nothing compared to the emotional damage
that had been caused by the sheer fact that Taka had beaten him.
Hiroshi cursed in a wheezy voice and watched Taka disappear into the rain.
“Sa-to-ru,” he wheezed again, “stay-away-from-Taka… he’s… dangerous…”
Eventually, Hiroshi was able to come back to his feet and slowly made his
way toward home. Taka had a pretty good punch, but he wasn’t thinking
about that. He was thinking about Satoru and now worried about him
more than ever. It appeared as if Hiroshi and Shingo were in the
same situation…
*
While everyone else was having dinner upstairs, Koji was working very hard
in the basement. He had hooked up the computer monitor to all sorts
of wires and other small devices he had made earlier, and was working on
getting them to all run together at a strange frequency that he knew no
one on Earth ever transmitted on. The instructions on how to do all
this came to him through pure inspiration. He still had no idea why
he was building this thing, and even less of an idea of what it would do
when it was built. Nonetheless, he knew that somehow he had to build
it, and continued on day after day, slowly putting together this strange
machine.
Koji then felt he needed to cover the wires and circuits from outside elements
such as dust, so then started constructing a protective case to cover it
all. He brought a sheet of thin metal to the table, and accidentally
slid his palm across its razor sharp edge. It stung very badly and
he looked to his palm to see a very deep cut and blood begin to flow from
it. Koji tightly wrapped his other hand around his wrist and stood
up. He left his room and quietly went upstairs to find a bandage.
“-and then she said, ‘like whatever! I don’t have to listen
to you!’ which is so untrue! Remember that sis? That girl was
an idiot!” Misami said, in between sipping her soup.
“Yes, but we should try to respect all people, even if they are rather
foolish,” added Yoshiko wisely.
“I know, but it’s just so hard for some people…”
Daisuke laughed sheepishly at their conversation and finished his soup.
He noticed that the twins and Jemena seemed unusually quiet this evening,
but before he could ask them why, Koji appeared in the dining room.
“Daisuke-san,” he said, still holding his wrist. Blood was starting
to trickle down his palm, but the others couldn’t see it.
Daisuke looked up to him, “There you are! Come have some dinner.”
He shook his head, “Could you please tell me where I can find a bandage?”
“Sure, what’s wrong?”
Koji showed them his palm and everyone gasped. Daisuke slowly came
to his feet, staring at his palm in unbelief. Koji couldn’t understand
why they seemed so shocked, it was a fact of life to get cuts. “What
is wrong?” he asked.
“K-Koji-kun…” Daisuke swallowed nervously. “I-is that… your blood…?”
Koji was confused. “Of course…”
Daisuke brought a shaky hand to his mouth, the whole time keeping his alarmed
eyes on his palm. “It’s… it’s blue!”
Koji looked to him strangely and then back to his palm. The others
were equally as shocked as Daisuke and looked to the strange deep blue
blood that covered Koji’s palm. “Blue?” he asked slowly.
“It’s blue! Not red like ours… your blood is blue!” said Misami in
amazement.
“That’s so weird!” cried Tenko, “why is your blood blue, Koji-chan?”
Koji looked to Tenko as if he had no idea what she was talking about.
“I heard something about Zanthorians. While they’re on Earth, due
to the different atmosphere and stuff, their blood remains blue even when
oxygenated. I’m not sure of all the details, I just remember hearing
something about that a long time ago,” said Yoshiko.
“Whoa, that’s so weird,” said Daisuke, turning back to Koji. It still
appeared as if Koji was completely clueless as to what they were talking
about. “Yoshiko, do you think you could heal him?”
“I can try,” said Yoshiko as she stood up and came over by Koji.
He gave her his palm and she set her hand over it, concentrating to heal
his deep cut. A beautiful blue light emerged from her hand and entered
Koji’s wound, he looked over to see the symbol on Yoshiko’s forehead shining
brightly. Within about a minute, Yoshiko brought her hand away and
Koji’s palm was completely restored to normal.
“Thank you,” he said softly. That worked better than any bandage
ever could.
“You’re welcome,” she said faintly and sat back down. Using powers
was always exhausting.
Koji looked down to his palm and kept thinking about what they had said
about his blood. Blue? Red? What did it mean?
“Well, do you want some food Koji-kun?” asked Daisuke.
Koji looked over to him and shook his head, “No thank you. I have
much work to do.”
“Aw, you’re always working. Could you please join us?” Tenko turned
on all her cuteness and charm.
Koji shook his head. “I am sorry. It is vital that I finish
what I need to do.”
“Well, can you at least tell us why Zanthorians have blue blood on Earth?
That’s really interesting!” said Shingo. Everyone wanted to know
that too.
Koji paused and turned the other way, his head down, “I do not know what
you mean by that request,” he said and quietly started to walk away.
“What was that all about…?” asked Daisuke.
“Yeah, I wanna know!” added Tenko.
“Shh!” Misami quickly quieted them all, “Don’t you get it?! He can't
see color, you guys! He has no idea what ‘blue’ or ‘red’ mean!”
This left them all speechless. “I had no idea…” Yoshiko was finally
able to say after a while.
“He can’t see color?” asked Daisuke, “Wow… that’s weird…”
“It’s not weird, darling! Where he comes from, there is no need for
color vision. Zanthor is a planet of ice and snow, it’s nothing like
Earth or Aven, so color vision wouldn’t do him much good. I also
heard that only their eyes don’t get blinded by sunshine on pure white
snow, and that they can see extremely well in the dark. I think I
heard that they can also see heat, so even if he can't see in color, Koji’s
eyes can do a whole lot more than ours can.”
“That’s amazing,” said Shingo as he tried to imagine what that would be
like.
“Wow, just one more thing that makes Koji-chan super cool!” shouted Tenko
enthusiastically.
“Sounds like there’s a lot of things I need to learn about all you guys,”
Daisuke was feeling bad about talking about the color of Koji’s blood when
he didn’t know what the heck he was saying.
“There’s a lot of thing I need to learn also,” Yoshiko felt the same as
Daisuke.
“Never stop learning,” said Misami, “it is the quickest road to wisdom.
That’s a quote by that one Avenion philosopher, forgot her name…”
“Jintalia, one of the greatest thinkers in Stilatial’s ancient history.
I believe she said that quote about the same time the dinosaurs were becoming
extinct on Earth,” Yoshiko enlightened them.
“Really?!” Daisuke was amazed again, “Wow, it sounds like your species
has been around a very long time…”
“Yes, the Homo sapiens of Earth are relatively new to the universe.
There are other civilizations that have existed for much, much longer,
including those of Stilatial.”
“Incredible… and that makes me feel just a tad inferior again…”
“Aw, it’s ok, darling! It doesn’t make us love you any less,” Misami
winked and kissed his cheek, making his face turn red.
“I can't wait to learn more about those times when I get back home!” said
Shingo, “Sure, Earth history is interesting, but it’s nothing like Aven’s!
I’ve noticed that it seems to be only the Earthlings who use fighting and
war to solve things… no offence, Daisuke-san, but that’s a pretty stupid
way to resolve conflicts.”
“Yeah, I agree,” said Daisuke, “but unfortunately, I had no control over
any of the battles on Earth. I wonder why all those guys in the past
thought the only way to solve things was to kill a bunch of people?”
“Probably because of just that: they were guys. Stilatial has a matriarchal
society, so therefore, things are much more peaceful. No stupid
guys to bust out the guns and start blowing everyone away,” Misami rambled
as she ate a roll.
“Hey, not all guys are like that…” mumbled Daisuke.
“All societies have their strengths and weaknesses,” said Yoshiko, “we
should look at them both and learn things from them to make for a better
future.”
“Right,” said Shingo and Tenko at the same time.
Daisuke thought about everything they had talked about and his mind swirled.
It was all so interesting and amazing, he wanted to learn more about it.
But right then, a math assignment was pulling his thoughts into another
direction. He stood up, holding his plate and looked to all his friends.
“We should talk more about this sometime. I’d love to learn about
it.” Yoshiko nodded with a wide smile and began to help Daisuke clear
off the table.
*
Hiroshi staggered into his house, kicking his shoes off. He set his
drenched umbrella down and cringed as the stinging in his stomach continued.
“Hiroshi? Is that you?” his mother called and appeared from out of
the kitchen. She gasped softly when she saw him, “Hiroshi?
Are you alright? You look terrible!” he himself was also drenched
and his hair was all matted down, his glasses fogged, so yes, he had looked
better before.
“Get in a fight, son?” Mr. Shiozawa came out next to his wife.
Hiroshi rolled his eyes and rubbed his stomach, “Don’t even go there…”
“Well, there’s dinner on the table, if you’d like,” offered Mrs. Shiozawa
kindly.
“I’m not hungry,” said Hiroshi as he slowly started to walk from the entryway.
Satoru then appeared behind Mr. Shiozawa and Hiroshi’s eyes grew.
“You!” he said loudly, looking straight at him, making Satoru a little
scared. “How could you do that crap you’re doing?! How could
you completely throw away every ounce of masculinity you have? It’s
totally disgraceful!”
“Hiroshi!” Mrs. Shiozawa scolded, “Don’t be so rude to your brother!”
“What is the meaning of your yelling?” demanded Mr. Shiozawa.
“You guys have no idea, do you?” his parents looked to him blankly.
“Peh, I knew it. Your ‘adorable, perfect’ little son there is in
love with another guy!”
Satoru gasped and saw his parents quickly turn around to see him.
They both had supremely shocked looks on their faces. “Hiroshi…?”
Mrs. Shiozawa slowly turned back to him, “Don’t say such things…”
“Oh, is this denial I detect?”
“Don’t talk like that! How could you say such a terrible thing about
your own brother?” asked Mr. Shiozawa angrily.
“Why would I make something like this up? I know this is true, even
ask Taka.” His parents gasped again and looked back to see Satoru, his
eyes glazing with tears. Hiroshi nodded slowly, his eyebrows narrowed,
“That’s right. I heard it straight from Taka’s lipstick covered mouth.
Today after school, Satoru willingly gave Taka a goodbye kiss on the lips.
He also said things about Satoru developing feelings of love for him also.”
Satoru’s lip began to quiver and he felt a lump growing in his throat.
“Is… that true?” he then heard his mother ask in mortification. Satoru’s
composure crumbled and he began to quietly cry. “Is it true?” she
asked again, her voice shaking. Satoru didn’t answer and lowered
to the floor, his eyes streaming with tears.
“Loving another guy… how could you do something like that? I knew
you were weird, but I never thought you’d get that weird!” spat
Hiroshi.
Satoru sobbed more and covered his face with his hands. Mr. Shiozawa
knelt down beside him and set a hand on his trembling shoulder. “Satoru,”
he said calmly, “please tell us what’s really going on. Did Taka
put you up to this? Is it his fault?”
“It must be!” cried Mrs. Shiozawa, “I had no idea he was like that!
If I had known this would happen, I would have run him out of Satoru’s
life right from the start!”
“That freak is to blame,” said Hiroshi darkly.
“Stop it!” Satoru finally yelled out, “Don’t say mean things about Taka-chan!
He’s one of the nicest people I know!”
“Nice and good aren’t necessarily the same thing,” said Mr. Shiozawa.
“I don’t care what you guys think,” cried Satoru, “Taka-chan is the only
person who has ever understood me. He makes me feel good about myself
and brightens my day. It if makes me bad to feel that way, then I
guess I must be a terrible person,” he began to sob again and left the
others silent for a time.
Mrs. Shiozawa covered her mouth as her eyes streamed with tears.
“So it’s true then…”
“I can’t believe this…” whispered Mr. Shiozawa, turning from Satoru.
Hiroshi looked directly onto Satoru sternly. He shook his head and
started for his bedroom.
“Why is everyone so mad at me?” Satoru asked weakly, making Hiroshi stop
in his tracks. “Everyone’s always told me to be true to my feelings
and people get mad if I do… I’m just doing what I feel is best for me,
trying to be happy. Mama, daddy, I’m sorry if it makes you mad.
All I want is to be loved and accepted, and Taka-chan is the one who has
made me feel both more than anyone else I’ve met besides you. I really
do feel strong things for him… I can't deny that…”
“Oh, Satoru!” Mrs. Shiozawa came down next to him, “But it’s wrong, it’s
wrong for you to love him! Taka’s just been polluting your thoughts
to make you think it’s alright!”
“You can't listen to him, it’s not alright for you two to love each other,”
said Mr. Shiozawa.
Satoru shook his head, more tears coming to his eyes, “I don’t care what
you think!” he stood up quickly and ran to the door. He quickly put
on his shoes and ran out of the house, slamming the door behind him.
“Satoru!” his parents called after him.
Hiroshi watched them run after him, but Satoru had already distanced himself.
Hiroshi went to his room and laid down on his bed, throwing a pillow onto
his chest. He stared up at the ceiling and heard the car pull out
of he driveway as his parents went off to try and follow Satoru.
He didn’t know what to think. “Maybe I shouldn’t have said all that…”
he whispered and wondered if it really was a good or bad thing that he
had told them. In any case, he was feeling pretty lousy and set the
pillow over his face, hitting it several times. “****…”
Satoru had purposely ran through yards and back alleys so that his parents
would not be able to follow him in the car. He ran through the heavy
rain until he came to a tall, expensive apartment building and took an
elevator to one of the top floors. He was trying his best to mask
his crying, since there was rain, it helped to do so. Completely
soaked, he made it to Taka’s door and knocked.
“Coming!” a kind looking man with black hair and glasses opened the door
and was surprised to see a soaking wet kid shivering and panting before
him. “Can I help you…?” he asked with concern.
“Ta… ka…” his teeth chattered and tears rolled from his eyes.
Taka walked into the room and saw the opened door. He gasped suddenly,
“Sato-chan?!”
Satoru looked past the man to see him and was so relieved. “Taka-chan!”
he called and ran into the house, wrapping his arms around him. He stared
to cry heavily and held onto Taka as if he were a lifeline.
The man looked to Taka unbelievably. Taka was so worried about Satoru
and gently set his hands on his back, letting him cry. There was
no telling what the cute boy had just been through.
“I know he’s up there,” said Mr. Shiozawa as they drove into Taka’s apartment
building parking lot.
“Are you sure this is where Taka lives?” asked Mrs. Shiozawa.
“I could have sworn I saw Satoru running to here.”
“What should we do? He wants to be with Taka right now, he’ll refuse
to come home with us!”
“I know… should we leave him here for now?”
“I don’t know…” she answered faintly.
Mr. Shiozawa thought deeply and backed the car into a vacant parking space.
“Let’s wait here for him. When he comes out, we can take him home.”
“Alright,” said Mrs. Shiozawa. She looked back up through the fog
and rain to the tall apartment building. “I hope he’s alright…”
*
Satoru sneezed. “You need to get out of those wet clothes,” said
Taka softly. Satoru nodded and Taka led him to his room. He
opened up his huge closet to reveal all of the coolness that was his wardrobe.
Satoru looked at it in awe as Taka disappeared inside (it was a walk in
closet, of course). He came out with some of his old pajamas and
handed them to Satoru. “These should fit you.”
“Thanks,” said Satoru softly and instantly started changing into them,
not caring that Taka was right there. Taka’s eyes widened when he
did this, but it was mostly from shock.
“Uh…” his voice cracked and he blushed, “I’ll hang your wet clothes up
to dry.”
“Thanks,” he said again as he handed him his wet clothes. The pajamas
were black (of course) and had little red dragons on them. Satoru
didn’t have the energy to comment on how cute they were.
Taka looked to him worriedly again. “What happened?”
Another tear fell from his eye, he caught it with his finger. “Can
I tell you later? Right now I’d just like to sleep, if that’s alright…”
“Sure…” said Taka softly. Satoru went over to Taka’s bed and laid
down on it. He’d never been on a waterbed before. (I can’t remember
if Taka had a waterbed before… if he didn’t, then he does now ^-^;;) Almost
instantly, Satoru fell asleep. Taka came over to the bed and laid
a large, warm blanket over him. He looked down onto Satoru and felt
a warmth in his heart. “So beautiful when you’re sleeping,” he brushed
some damp hair from Satoru’s face. Taka leaned down and gently kissed
his forehead. “Have a good sleep,” he whispered and left his bedroom.
“Taka,” he was met out in the hall by his father (not birth father, remember…).
“Who is that?”
Taka smiled slightly. “Shiozawa Satoru. The one I love more
than anything.” He looked to Taka and didn’t know what to say, so he remained
silent. Taka went to hang the wet clothes up to dry and kept his
thoughts on sweet little Satoru. He hoped he’d have a pleasant sleep
and tell him everything when he woke up.
*
Ryuichi and Hitomi were sitting together in front of a warm fire in one
of the many billiard rooms in Ryuichi’s mansion, talking. “I’m sorry
for being such an a**hole, to quote Mizuno…” Ryuichi apologized after much
silence.
“He called you that?” she shot her eyes up to him.
“Yeah, but I deserved it. I really deserved it. I was just
so angry that I didn’t know how to deal with things. I never expected
anything like this to happen…”
She looked into the dancing orange flames. “You should learn to think
ahead before you rush into things…”
“Unfortunately, that’s not my strong point…” he said, feeling very guilty,
“I’m so sorry.”
She smiled slightly and leaned her head on his shoulder. “Hey, we’re
in this together now. I’m so glad that you’re with me again.
So what made you change your mind?”
Ryuichi shook his head, “It doesn’t matter. I’m here now and I know
this is where I need to be. I’ll never leave you on account of my
own stupid pride and insecurity again.”
She smiled. “Thank you… this really means a lot to me…”
Ryuichi gently kissed the top of her head and held onto her hand tightly.
“So, you went to the doctor today?”
“Yes. Regular check up.”
“Is it a boy or a girl?”
She giggled, “It’s still much too early to tell. What do you hope
it is?”
Ryuichi thought. “A girl.”
“Really?” Hitomi looked to him in amazement.
“Is that so strange?” he asked.
“Well… it just seems like most men want to have a boy more than a girl.
Why do you want a girl?”
He looked deeply into her eyes and gently slid his finger along her cheek.
“I want a girl so that I can see your beauty reflected in her.” That
made Hitomi melt (as it would any female) and she hugged him tightly.
She was so happy for the first time since this had happened, as was Ryuichi.
He hated the way he had acted before and cursed himself for it. Though
he’d never admit to this, in the very back of his mind he was so grateful
to Daisuke and thanked him several times. He had saved him from himself
and made him realize the right thing to do. Ryuichi owed him big
time, though he’d never admit to that either.
*
Jemena came into her room as night fell upon the land and saw Koji asleep
at the table he had been working at. She smiled and jumped up to
the table, looking at him as he slept peacefully. “Fell asleep while
working,” she said. “Even geniuses need rest once in a while.”
Jemena saw that he had made a lot of progress in the machine, including
building a cover to protect it. This brought another smile to her
face and she gently “kissed” him on the nose. (“Kissed”… don’t really
know how a creature such as herself would kiss, but you know what I mean.)
“Good night, beautiful Ko-chan. You really deserve the rest,” she
whispered and curled up next to him on the table.
Just like clockwork, as soon as Jemena had fallen asleep, Koji woke up.
He saw her lying next to him and gently pet her warm fur. “Good night
Jemena. I know that the machine will be done very soon.”
To be continued…